Lately, I’ve been doing more thinking than writing. I’ve watched my kids at work and at play and I have noticed that they tend to emulate the way my husband and I work and play. I’ve watched other kids at play and made mental notes of how their parents have interacted with them. I’ve checked out books from the library on how to get siblings to get along, how to get your kids to listen, raising motivated learners…and a plethora of other subjects. I’ve read my Bible more…oh, and I’ve been praying…probably more of that than anything else.

See, I want to be a better parent. I need to understand things. I have an appetite for knowledge in this area that can’t be satiated. I am just now after 10 years of motherhood realizing that to truly be a better parent, you can’t just WISH you were. You can’t just STOP doing something you’ve always done (like raising your voice when frustrated at your kids) if you don’t replace it with something BETTER to do. Your kids will not “automatically” get along with each other just because you say it’s the right thing to do. Your kids will not suddenly become little neat freaks who tidy up after themselves and wash their dishes before placing them in the dishwasher. It’s all about training, people.

Which brings me to my point. Last night I took Katie (age 10) to softball practice and was watching how the coach interacted with the kids. He’s fighting a losing battle, as this is the first year many of these girls have ever played…but he brings out the best in them anyway. They try harder for him, they long for his approval, they do anything he asks them to do. I had to ask myself “why?” So I watched. Every time a girl would miss the ball when at bat, or a grounder would roll past her glove, or someone was tagged out, he’d call out, “It’s okay…you’ll get it the next time!” Then he would gently walk her through how to properly hold the bat, or how she should crouch with her gloved hand between her ankles, or how she should actually touch the base as she’s rounding it. He didn’t raise his voice – he didn’t get upset – he didn’t raise his hands in disgust and say, “I give up!” He coached – he encouraged, he led by example, he breathed belief into them that they really were good enough.

It was at that moment I had an epiphany. Motherhood is the most important game I’ll ever play and I’m the coach. I am the biggest influence on my kid’s behavior – if I want my team to win, I must constantly encourage and inspire them to do more than they’ve ever done. Leadership is something I have been teaching people for years, but I’m just beginning to understand how it applies to me as a mother. I don’t need to pour myself into them…I just need to learn how to pull out of them what is already there.

Technorati Tags: , , ,

post signature

7 Comments on Motherhood

  1. Welcome to the Zoo!
    April 20, 2007 at 9:32 pm (10 years ago)

    Karen, As I read this I cried!! You really touched base with this one girl. I think I am finally starting to realize what I am doing wrong as a Mother!!! Thank you!! I am going to step back and take your words to heart for I feel there is alot to learn in what you are saying. Thank you!!

    Lisa

  2. Karen
    April 20, 2007 at 9:46 pm (10 years ago)

    Lisa,
    Thanks for letting me know I’m not the only one out there…somedays I feel I’m on an island all by myself and no one else understands.

  3. Melissa R. Garrett
    April 21, 2007 at 6:29 am (10 years ago)

    YES! What a terrific and insightful post! There are days when my children do nothing but fight with each other, do nothing but yell and scream, are total slobs, and who listen to nothing I say. And it’s on THOSE days when I must remind myself to be gentler and kinder, to listen and lead positively. Oh, it is SO hard on those days. Yelling would be so much easier, but not the way. And, if I don’t keep my room neat and tidy all the time (guilty!) how can I expect it from my kids?

  4. Suzy
    April 22, 2007 at 11:42 am (10 years ago)

    You are not alone on the island of misfit moms LOL! I’m there everyday. Left you a comment on the old blog. Miss you!!

  5. Tammy
    April 23, 2007 at 9:00 am (10 years ago)

    Wow….this was truly wonderful.
    This was so insightful and I got so much out of it…
    When I’m tired or frustrated, I find myself using an annoyed voice…OK, nagging…instead of encouraging them to try harder in a positive way.
    And it’s not something I want to do…But I love how we can replace the negative responses with more positive ones!
    Thank you for this…this post contains so much wisdom!

  6. Shawna
    October 15, 2007 at 4:01 pm (10 years ago)

    I too have an appetite for knowledge in the same area and I have been parenting for 20 1/2 years LOL I still want to know the best way to reach and guide my children…and the coaching example is one I myself have noticed as well, have sat in wonder and awe. You points are so direct and on target and wise!

  7. Dana
    October 20, 2007 at 10:24 pm (10 years ago)

    Wonderful thoughts…thank you for shaing the link because this is definitely an entry I did not want to miss!

    I love your closing idea…that we need to pull out of them what is there rather than pour ourselves into them.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Comment *